It's been 2 years

It's been quiet a 2 years had passed, sinced I last posted in this account of mine. Na miss ko nga ito eh. I concentrated kasi dun sa wordpress ko. Mas comfortable ako doon. Napasilip ako dito kaya naisipan kung magpost ng mga pangyayari sa buhay ko.

Anu-ano na nga ba ang mga pagbabago o nangyayari sa buhay ko within a year? As I've thinking di ko na mabilang sa daming nangyayari. Masasaya o malulungkot man na sandali.

Dalawa sa malulungkot na sandali ko ay ang paglisan ng lola ko at ang pag-alis ng aming manager. They've been part of my life. Ang manager nami ang palaging nag-iincourage to do blogging and sign-up for different paperpost para atleast we can earn a little bit. Ang tiyaga talaga ni Sis.

Sa ngayon, i'm planning to concentrate na dito sa blogger.

The Mouth of Truth Tells Me that....................

Around 10:30 of wednesday morning, my Tita, Chris, Jared, Jean and I went to SM to buy some stuff needed for the business. When where in SM the first thing that we do was we went to CD-R King. My Aunt return the mouse that she bought because it's too small for Gladys hands. while where there, my 3 cousins wanted to ride the car. Kinulit talaga nila ako to buy some token. I bought 5 token for all of us. It cost only P6 each. Nong lumabas nami, somethings caught my attentions. It's the LA BOCCA DELLA VERITA. It says that you need to insert the token and then placed your hands on the mouth. So i did. You wanna know what the mouth of truth says?:

You tend to be aggressive to satisfy your instincts.

You prepare to enrich yourself spiritually rather than work hard to acquire material wealth.

You don't allow abstract thoughts to influence you.

You are passionate, impetuous and irrestible where love is concerned. You always seek maximum satisfaction.

You risk becoming an easy prey to jealousy and possesiveness where your partner is concerned.

There are excellent indications of a happy marriage athough this does not necessarily involve material advantages.

My goodness i was shocked for this comment. Well..... some are true maybe some are not. I did not really rely on predecting what will lies ahead. I do believe that we are the one who make our future, not you, not the others.

The different faces of me.....

Early morning of February of 2005. The weather was fine that time. That's why my officemate took this picture.
This image was taken 4 years ago. I was in my 3rd year in College.

This picture was taken last August 9, 2005. During my Aunt and Uncle's Wedding Anniversary.

UPSET!

Today is Tuesday, i just have four orders that i process. The two flower order i passed it to our agent in Cebu and Manila. And glad that they able to deliver it on the right time.

From morning until afternoon my day was pretty good, but i wasn't expect that it turns me upset. I am expecting an order. My cousin is an Avon dealer, of course i ordered some stuff which i highly needed. I like this company because thier product is pretty good. They also provide the right price which everybody can afford. All i know that they are very good, but it turns me off. Last December, i ordered from them they said, out of stock of course i changed into another one. I waited for a couple of days and they said it's out of stock again. So, i didn't mind it since it was Christmas Holiday and maybe most people prepared to bought their product for christmas presents and so. Again January's coming, so i gave it again to my cousin the list of my orders. She called their office and inform them about my order. A week had past and it's time for my cousin to pick up the items. And when she got home, i asked her: where's my order? she replied: their out of stock again, upon hearing those, i feel that all my blood running towards my head. And for the third or fourth time they are still out of stocks and they did not informed their dealer about that. I said to myself: what kind of business do they have? Is just selling few items? Have mercy! of course i can't blame my cousin she is just a dealer. But my gosh! if you where on my shoes what would you do?

I really don't know if i will stick to them. Maybe i should stop for now, who knows next month.

I'M REALLY REALLY UPSET!

Love Hurts! Is it true?

Recently, i am not busy. That's why i have time to read. I love reading pocketbooks, especially the tagalog one. Last night i was reading one story entitled " Im Yours Tonight" by Rowena Mariano. I'm curious. I thought the female character was somewhat like a prostitute, but that was opposite on what i have thought. Here's a paragraph which i really likes:

"It really hurts to love someone. Wala kasing kasiguraduhan ang lahat. But it's a different kind of hurt. Because love is a different kind of hurt that makes you complete. Mas masasaktan ka kung hindi mo ipaglalaban ang pagmamahal mo. And it would leave you wondering... kung ano ba ang maaaring mangyari if you had let yourself go.

There are too many "what ifs' in this world. Don't let your life be ruled by them. Trust your feelings. Huwag kang matakot. Hindi mo malalaman ang kasagutan kung hindi ka magtatanong."

Is it true that love hurts? On my opinion, I can’t answer this question. I haven’t yet feel what is true LOVE. But as my friend Gladys says: we are going to gamble since; everything in this world needs to be gamble. I don’t think I can do that, but well see….

If Tomorrow Never Comes

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

On My Own

I'm wiser now
I'm not the foolish girl you used to know
So long ago
I'm stronger now
I've learned from my mistakes which way to go
And I should know
I put myself aside to do it your way
But now I need to do it all alone

And I am not afraid to try it on my own
I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way I feel
No matter what I'll keep it real you know
Time for me to do it on my own
Yeah yeah, mmm, yeah yeah

It's over now
I can't go back to living through your eyes
Too many lines
And if you don't know by now
I can't go back to being someone else
Not anymore
I never had a chance to do things my way
So now it's time for me to take control

And I am not afraid to try it on my own
I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way I feel
No matter what I'm gonna keep it real you know
Time for me to do it

Oh I start again go back to one
I'm running things my way
Can't stop me now, I've just begun
Don't even think about it
There ain't no way about it
I'm taking names, the ones of mine
Yes I'm gonna take my turn
It's time for me to finally stand alone, stand alone

I am not afraid to try it on my own
And I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way I feel
No matter what I'm gonna keep it real you know
It's time for me to do it
See I'm not afraid

Between You and Me...

I've always thought you were very special, but im not sure I've ever told you so. You've always had such a neat way of doing things for me and for others without making a big deal about it, that i may not always have remembered to tell you how greatful i was. For all the times I've forgotten, I want to thank you now. Ang for all the times I've taken you for granted, I want you to know how much you mean to me. Things like this often go unsaid, but today, I want you to know that you're important to me and that I feel very lucky to know YOU.

I hope in my journey towards my life, you will still be there for us.I've never been had a friend like you. For all the joy and sadness that we shared, i will treasure all of those.