UPSET!

Today is Tuesday, i just have four orders that i process. The two flower order i passed it to our agent in Cebu and Manila. And glad that they able to deliver it on the right time.

From morning until afternoon my day was pretty good, but i wasn't expect that it turns me upset. I am expecting an order. My cousin is an Avon dealer, of course i ordered some stuff which i highly needed. I like this company because thier product is pretty good. They also provide the right price which everybody can afford. All i know that they are very good, but it turns me off. Last December, i ordered from them they said, out of stock of course i changed into another one. I waited for a couple of days and they said it's out of stock again. So, i didn't mind it since it was Christmas Holiday and maybe most people prepared to bought their product for christmas presents and so. Again January's coming, so i gave it again to my cousin the list of my orders. She called their office and inform them about my order. A week had past and it's time for my cousin to pick up the items. And when she got home, i asked her: where's my order? she replied: their out of stock again, upon hearing those, i feel that all my blood running towards my head. And for the third or fourth time they are still out of stocks and they did not informed their dealer about that. I said to myself: what kind of business do they have? Is just selling few items? Have mercy! of course i can't blame my cousin she is just a dealer. But my gosh! if you where on my shoes what would you do?

I really don't know if i will stick to them. Maybe i should stop for now, who knows next month.

I'M REALLY REALLY UPSET!

Love Hurts! Is it true?

Recently, i am not busy. That's why i have time to read. I love reading pocketbooks, especially the tagalog one. Last night i was reading one story entitled " Im Yours Tonight" by Rowena Mariano. I'm curious. I thought the female character was somewhat like a prostitute, but that was opposite on what i have thought. Here's a paragraph which i really likes:

"It really hurts to love someone. Wala kasing kasiguraduhan ang lahat. But it's a different kind of hurt. Because love is a different kind of hurt that makes you complete. Mas masasaktan ka kung hindi mo ipaglalaban ang pagmamahal mo. And it would leave you wondering... kung ano ba ang maaaring mangyari if you had let yourself go.

There are too many "what ifs' in this world. Don't let your life be ruled by them. Trust your feelings. Huwag kang matakot. Hindi mo malalaman ang kasagutan kung hindi ka magtatanong."

Is it true that love hurts? On my opinion, I can’t answer this question. I haven’t yet feel what is true LOVE. But as my friend Gladys says: we are going to gamble since; everything in this world needs to be gamble. I don’t think I can do that, but well see….